wynddancer | Apr. 21st, 2003

Apr. 21st, 2003

2003-04-21 - 8:19 p.m.

Ick. Life's been no fun lately. I've finally completed my employer's training last week. Passed the test. Now we get a luncheon in couple of weeks. Go us!

While I was studying for the test last week, I accidently screwed up some paperwork. eeek. Bad me. I admit it. It's sent out to our customers with their results filled out, only a few of them I forgot to fill out the results sections. So customer Superbitch comes in and bitches me out about this morning. She kept calling me incompetent. I apologized, and offered to fill it in for her, and she snarled, "No, I'm keeping it as evidence of your incompetency for when I complain to your boss and the state." Well, big whoop. My boss already knows about the errors--hell, she's the one who pointed them out to me, and she doesn't think it's a big deal. And I've already sent in the corrected paperwork to the state and explained it to them. Because I forgot to fill in the paperwork results and accidently at the beginning of the year wrote 02 instead of 03 on a date, I'm a big old incompentent bitch who doesn't know how to do their job. I'm contaminating the samples. That's why they're coming back bad. You wish, bitch. It's your fault. It's very hard to contaminate it at my end. And here's the thing: superbitch, after complaining of my incompetentcy, left her fucking samples for me to analyze. What the fuck is that?! Stupid cow. I came so close to deliberately contaminating those samples so they be bad, and she'd be in deep shit with the state.........but I didn't. I'm a nice, comptent person thank you very much. I'm not that petty. I've worked there for 7 years, 2 of those in job, and this is the first time this has ever happened. Hell, for the past 2 years, I've gotten the highest evaluations possible, but no raise this yr b/c of the economy. Fuck the economy, I want my 5% dammit. I am so damn sick of customer service shit I could kill them all--well, just the horrible ones. Everyone else I called about the results being missing was very nice about it. I've mailed them photocopies with the results marked on it to them along with a nice letter saying sorry.

I'm an introvert in customer service. Dear God, why me? Why do I always end up in customer service related jobs? I hate them so much. I hate their whining, their needs, everything. I'd quit right now if I could. But I need the paycheck and jobs are damn scarce around here right now. Hell, Wally World has had a hiring freeze for about 4 months now! The library clerk job had 56 applicants! Sheesh. Sigh. So I'm stuck with it. Maybe when the Barnes and Noble opens up here I can get a job there, even part-time, and worm my way up, and be able to quit my job. Yeah, it's still customer service, but at least I'd like the job I think--I love books and reading. The job I have now is soooooooooooooo incredibly boring even when you are doing stuff. Let's make media. Let's do paperwork. Let's pretend to be busy for the next 6 hours! Yeah, baby! Every day I'm there, I can fill my IQ steadily dropping down.

Oh, yeah, and last week, I accidently went to a porn site. I'm hoping it didn't set off the porn alarms on the tracking program at work. I was there for like 2 seconds, and got out of there as fast as I could when I realized what had happened. I'd stupidly typed www.virginity.com into the url. I was looking for sites related to virginity and abstinence programs, and got redirected to a porn site. ^^;;; Sigh. Such is my life these days.

I really need to get some sleep. It's so pathetic. Flipped my mattress back today. Maybe now I'll be able to get some sleep. Need to go make up bed.

Why did I buy this damn house? I'm so sick of this town I could scream. I'm so tempted to start a job crawl through the job sites looking for a job anywhere else, but now I have this damn house to pay for, and a shitload of bills to pay off. Grrr. May do it anyway.

2003-04-21 - 8:42 p.m.

Oh, yeah, in a couple of weeks, I get an all expenses paid trip to another city (one night/day) to learn about algae, exciting, huh? Not.

And then that Friday, Mom and I are going to a town on the coast where they're having a hairdressing show. Mom's a hairdresser, so it's a tax write off for her. I'm going to get the hell out of town for a day or two. I'm actually a licensed manicurist although I don't do manicures anymore. We're leaving on Friday and coming back on Monday, so I'm using vacation time for those days. I've not called in sick all year this year (a miracle I'm tellin' ya) and I've not had a vacation since early last spring/summer when Mom and I went on a cruise. It was fun, loved it, do it again. Swimming with the rays was fun.

2003-04-21 - 9:10 p.m.

Fuck, fuck, fuck. I discovered why my house felt warm and moist. I'd left my teapot on to boil to make tea and forgot about it. I'd boiled it all off. Tea pot, actually it's a tea cow, is now cooling down. Looks like some of paint cooked off onto my new, smooth glass topped stove. Fuck. Hope I can get it off. And I may need a new tea cow. Piss. The paint has holes in it on the cow. Grrrrr. I'm so pissed off. When's my luck gonna change? When is my memory coming back?! Tired of forgetting stuff damnit!

You're Kishuu Arashi!
Always calm and composed, you aren't prone to dramatic outbursts or displays of emotion. You save your emotion for times when it is really necessary. Some might call you cold or distant, but on the upside, you're very emotionally strong and can take care of yourself. And when the right person comes along, they might just break your shell.
Which Dragon of Heaven are you?
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Okay, maybe, I might resemble this. When I'm not having a really, really, bad day/week/year.

2003-04-21 - 10:29 p.m.

You're Yami/Joey!

Best of friends, best of lovers.

What Yugioh Yaoi couple are you?
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Eh, okay. Not that fond of that pairing actually.

HASH(0x83baa3c)
You're a SCARY yaoi fangirl.

Are you a yaoi fangirl?
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You've got that right, honey. I do love my yaoi fics/fanart.

Kaworu x Shinji from Neon Genesis Evangelion.

What Hinted Shounen-ai (Yaoi) Couple Is Your Cup of Tea?
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I do love this couple. Broke my heart when Shinji had to kill Kaworu in the show. sob.

You are... TAKERU & KEN!!!
It's all darkness for
you. Despite the fact Takeru is all happy and
kind in front of the others, he only show his
true dark colors to Ken when he was the Digimon
Kaiser. Takeru is perhaps more evil than Ken if
he can endure a whip, block some attacks and
taught the guy like crazy! When Ken was no
longer evil, Takeru treated him to some meat
buns, gave his seat in Jyou's brother's car so
he can get hom safely and was the first to help
him when he was opening the Dark Gate. They
both have problems with the powers of darkness
and could over it with their love! XD

What Digimon Yaoi Pairing Are You?
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Ick. Does not like Takeru. Pretentious twit.

You are... KOUICHI & KOUJI!!!

Age, gender, and looks doesn't matter to you! It
doesn't matter if they are twin brothers
because they barely know each other! Kouichi
has been always been looking for Kouji while
Kouji has been always beening looking for the
truth behind his life and BAM!!! The two met
and all their so-called answers came! But it
doesn't not stop Kouichi saying Kouji's name a
million times over and Kouji helping him with a
smile.

What Digimon Yaoi Pairing Are You?
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Adore this pairing.

You are... TAKUYA & KOUJI!!!

Just by looking at the guy, Takuya followed him for
some apparent reason. Must be Kouji's hair and
some of his cool, lone wolf looks. XD When
Takuya tries to help Kouji, he tells the goggle
head that he doesn't like being touched by
strangers..... Maybe he got molested? O_o Well
despite the fact Kouji hated how Takuya acted,
he seems to always save the google head from
his brother, a Holy angel and some other random
things. ^^;

What Digimon Yaoi Pairing Are You?
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Adore this pairing also.

You are... DAISUKE & KEN!!!

It began with rivalry and fighting against each
other but in wittle Daisuke's heart had no
place to hate Ken despite the fact he tortured
and kill some Digimon here and there. Daisuke
tries to talk sense to his dear Ken but is
always left in the cold, waiting for his
response. Daisuke was the only one who believed
in him and yet Ken cannot believe him until
episodes later. Slapping Ken is all part of
Daisuke's way of showing that he cares. When
Daisuke invited Ken over to his house to sleep
over, friendship brewed over into something
more!

What Digimon Yaoi Pairing Are You?
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whee! Finally! One of my absolute fave Digimon couples.

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